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Mindset, Motivation… & Social Media

Everyday, sometime between my first cup of coffee and lunchtime, I get a “bing” on my phone… One of my social media outlets notifying me of my “memories” of the day.  I always find a few minutes to indulge in them- they are usually pictures of my children, or some shenanigans my husband and I have gotten into with friends or family over the years. Whatever it is, it undoubtedly makes me smile- because 90% of what I post, like most others is the good stuff….  Except these last few days.

These last few days, my memories from five years ago at this time have been encouraging quotes, a few sentences written here and there, definitely looking for a boost from those online friends… I was not in a good spot.  I was most certainly grasping at straws, trying to hang onto any bit of motivation I had to Keep. Moving. Forward.

I was about 8 weeks post-op, just shy of 60 days from my bilateral total knee replacement.  We were hitting it hard every day at physical therapy.  I was doing really well, but the recovery from this surgery is truly no joke.  I left there many days in tears.  I knew it was necessary, I knew what I signed up for, but I had almost hit a wall.  Scar tissue would build up, and at the end of the session, in an effort to prohibit that scar tissue from adhering, once my muscles were warm and I was stretched, my therapist would bend my knees to their maximum flexion.  Every week we strived to gain a few more degrees, the ultimate goal being as close to normal movement and bending of those bionic joints as possible. I cannot even begin to tell you, the white hot, searing pain of that movement.  I knew it was coming- we would talk about everything and anything. I would inhale sharply and BOOM. I never yelled, I don’t think I ever cried out.  I just let the tears come.  Those days mentally took a toll.  I knew the end-game was what I wanted, but to day-in, day -out, to get there, ugh.  Seeing those “encouraging,” and “motivating” quotes in my memories… brought me right back to the mind set I was in those days….

So what’s the point here?  Motivation- it comes in all shapes and sizes.  Sometimes we find it in the most unlikely places, too….

Have  you heard of Diana Nyad?   Labor Day weekend, 2013, at the age of 64, Diana swam 111 miles, from the shore of Cuba to the shore of Key West.  Continual swimming, for 53 hours.  Non-stop.  No shark cage.  Yes, she had a flotilla of support, a team like no other, that literally had her back, but SHE did it.  She proved that no matter what the standard, no matter what you “should” be or “shouldn’t” be, if you want something bad enough, you can find a way to achieve your goal.  Incredibly, this happened as I was recovering from my surgery.  I followed her progress intently.  Every media release, every interview- she was just incredible! She immediately became one of my role models.  If she can swim the impossible, I can finish this very basic physical therapy, no matter how miserable I may feel.  “Find a way.” That was her tag line.  It became my silent mantra.  I would find a way.

I found a way.  Slowly but surely, everyday.  I turned to family, friends, caregivers for inspiration and motivation.  I turned to my computer- looking for little snip-its of hope and encouragement that I shared with my social media world.  Somehow that became a big piece.  Looking for the snip-it, posting it, sharing a few words or feelings about it.  It was very therapeutic. Finding encouragement gave me a sense of empowerment.  A sense of control- control over a situation that I felt I had no control over.  Looking for these pieces of encouragement steered me into a much more positive mindset as well.  You’ve heard the saying you are what you eat, right?  I believe that goes for your mind as well. You are what you think.  What you do, and read, and hear, and see, over and and over, that all sticks.  We need to be careful about how we speak to ourselves and what we say to ourselves.  Like children, we are always listening to ourselves, and we will conform to what we tell ourselves.  Pump in the good stuff, you’ll get good results.  Feed nonsense and garbage, don’t expect positive outcomes.  On dark days, reading positive messages, positive affirmations, hearing positive words from loved ones, those good words should  help you make the difference in your mind set.  No, they won’t solve your problems, or necessarily get you through your therapy session, or do any hard work for you- but they will put you in the proper mind set so you can best accomplish what all that it is you have set out to do.

By being Motivated and getting into the proper Mind Set, you will Find A Way.

Be Well.

-Laurie

By Laurie Trezza

A Registered Nurse, turned Personal Trainer, with a specialization in corrective exercise, I bring a unique perspective to the world of fitness. I have journeyed through joint replacement, weight loss and other obstacles, all of these experiences shape the trainer I am today.

This concept was created out of a love and appreciation for movement. I'm sure you have heard the cliché, "You don't know what you've got 'till it's gone!" I kind of experienced that in reverse.... Let me explain...

As a little girl I truly despised running and moving quickly- any game that required speed and agility was just not for me. I gravitated to slower, low impact activities- movement was really just the worst. Why? My knees hurt after a short time of running or jumping. No one really knew what to tell me, they'd shrug it off and run away. I was just "no good" at sports. Despite my lack of fast motion, I did remain pretty active.... but those knees!

As I got into my college years, I finally went to a specialist. He refused to even image my knees. I was "too young" for any type of issue he said. "Take an anti-inflammatory, get some more exercise and ice afterwards. You'll be fine." he continued. That was not what I had been hoping to hear. Maybe I was oversensitive. Oh well.

I graduated from college, got my first job as a Registered Nurse on a busy telemetry unit in a large teaching hospital in the NYC metro area. I got married, a few years later had my first baby, then my second.... then number three (oh, and bonus! it was twins!!!!) Still... those knees.... worse, worse, and worse....

The final straw- at a party, I met another mom, also carrying twins, as we chatted about all things twin pregnancy related, she squatted down to the coffee table below us to retrieve a snack.... Whoa!!!! Her baby-filled belly was even larger than mine (she was further along than I was) and she got up and down like she was an American Ninja Warrior! There was no WAY I could do that with my knees!

Once the babies were born, and life was humming along at a relatively normal-insane pace, I found another orthopedist. He listened, imaged, and found that indeed, my knees were a disaster. For a number of years we played with all types of treatments to prolong the inevitable... total knee replacements.

The year I turned 40, I was given one of the best gifts ever... a pair of titanium and polyethylene prosthetic knees! The surgery was difficult and painful to recover from, but the results were truly life altering.

Since recovering from my total knee replacements (TKR's), I have re-discovered exercise and movement again. It does NOT have to hurt. Exercise and movement does not need to be high impact and harmful to your joints to be effective in changing your body composition and changing how you feel. Exercise and movement absolutely must be, a part of your life to keep you fit both physically and mentally.

Newton's law of physics... "A body in motion STAYS in motion."

I had no idea how impactful motion would be on my life, until I could move without pain. It has made such an incredible change for me, I decide to make it my livelihood.

I've tied my nursing background in with my life experience with joint replacement, and looped that with a certification in personal training and specialization in corrective exercise. I am focusing this work to help others like me- who may be struggling to regain motion and emotional control after a difficult surgery or other life-altering situation.

Physical activity is the most under-utilized antidepressant out there, and in my observations, it seems we have a society that is more depressed than ever. Focusing on movement to better the body, mind, and spirit, that's what my work is about.

Grab YOUR OpportuKNEEty and SHINE!